First things first, I’m in deep waters. I moved here about 5 years ago and have always lived with my family. My cousin has been telling me she’s moving in May for like 3 years now. This time she is actually serious which is worrisome. Here I am living in one of the most expensive cities in the world, with a ridiculous level of inflation, food is 100% higher than it was 2 years ago, a struggling business and a looming deadline like a guillotine over my neck.
First thought I am terrified.
I don’t know what to do. When I first heard I just didn’t know what to do it always seemed so far but now it’s just here BAM!
After getting rid of the fear, I realized I needed to transform my life and finances in the next 6 months.
The first thing I realized was that I didn’t want to stay here. I want a complete change of province and to just be somewhere fresh and new for 18-24 months. It makes me excited
The second thing I needed was a crap ton of money and I have the ideas to generate that money and now i have the deadline lighting a fire under me to get it together to may profits so i can afford this big move.
It’s exciting cause it feels like starting over. In a way, fear and anxiety step in and start screaming at me that it’s not going to work and I may fail. It is wild the way the enemy uses fear to immediately sneak in and attack you mind in any situation instead of faith being the immediate knee jerk reaction.
I’m reading A Life Without Lack by Dallas Willard, and it’s really the perfect theme for this challenge. The things I am learning about leading an all-sufficient life by trusting God and in his pormises.
This challenge is my first step, my first faith based step and by launching these projects in the coming weeks I am believing and moving by faith that where there is preparation there will surely provision.
Trust in God and living with the Faith of Jesus.